The good sort of pain…

With all of my back problems (my slipped discs, my scoliosis) and of course the Psoriatic Arthritis in my pelvis and feet (did I mention that already) πŸ˜‰ I haven’t been able to work out properly for the last couple of years without being in immense pain. I’ve been doing Physio and Pilates which helps for sure, but cardio in particular has been a no-no for me especially anything where I have to be stood up on my feet.

My two main disabilities really work against each other sometimes. They tell me the best thing for keeping your spine mobile is exercise; yet I can’t excercise because I’m in so much pain with my arthritis – especially with it being in my feet/toes. Sometimes, when the PSA pain is so bad, I can barely move without being in agony, which results in my back pain escalating because I’m not able to be as mobile as I should be to keep my spine in check. So ridiculous.

BUT… I got the all clear a couple of weeks ago to be able to go back to the gym – yaassss! I am still limited to what I can do – I can use the cross trainer and recumbent bike for cardio, and lots of the weights. A benefit of all my core work from rehab physio is that my posture is SO much better than it used to be, which also helps get the best out of my workouts. To top it off my local gym has got a huge space for mat work on the floor with all the foam rollers, weights and bosu balls I could dream of.

I’ve been really poorly for the last three weeks with a nasty chesty cough infection which just won’t go away. I’ve been trying to ignore it and hope it’ll piss off but it’s going nowhere fast; so this week I gave in to it and have taken time off work for the rest of the week. It’s easy to forget I have next to no immune system! So any sign of the smallest infection from someone and I’m taken down almost immediately (I can thank the mtx and humira for that!). If I don’t take time out to really rest and do what my body needs me to do, I won’t get better.Β  I also have plans with different friends/family for the next four days in a row – and unlike my ‘normal’, ‘healthy’ friends, I have to plan for that and make sure to take things easy in advance.

Having been locked up in the flat all day by myself and not uttering a word out loud to anyone, I was starting to go a bit crazy. So I decided that, despite feeling shitty, a workout would do me good.Β  I dusted off the gym kit and met Wayne after work and we headed over to the gym to get inducted and stay for our first session.

I genuinely never thought I’d be excited about going to the gym… I had forgotten how good it feels when you leave after a successful workout. And you know what, I genuinely am really looking forward to that good kinda pain and soreness you get the next day when you wake up…

Bring it on!

Joey
xxx

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Author: crystalclearjo

Thirty something Londoner living with Psoriatic Arthritis and a host of spine niggles. Busy proving life isn't all about pain...

One thought on “The good sort of pain…”

  1. Oh Jo, I’m sure you don’t want us to but we feel so sorry for you. It all sounds horrendous, difficult to manage, and surrounded by uncertainty as to when you’re going to feel rubbish and when and if you’re going to feel a bit better. You’re very brave (suppose you have no choice really) and I take my hat off to you. Chin up girlie!! I know it’s no consolation but we’re thinking of you. Lots of love Janice & Steve xxxx

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