It’s not all bad, promise!

I’m very conscious that I’ve gotten into a habit of posting whenever things start to go a bit pear-shaped. I guess it’s because 1) that’s when I have things on my mind, and 2) there’s sometimes a misconception or two to clear up. Or maybe it’s 3) – an attempt to reach those going through similar experiences to me and will totally get it – because unless you suffer with chronic pain I’m afraid you just don’t get it. So here I am just trying to 4) vocalise my feelings and emotions as I navigate my journey through this.

Now, last time I posted I was in a pretty dire place emotionally and physically – sciatica set in (both legs) and left me unable to stand, walk or sit for a scary few days. Luckily – I managed to turn it around and was back up and partying (with slight precaution) at my friend’s wedding in Cambridge the next weekend. Over the past five weeks I’ve had four weddings! Each one of them have been amazing in many different ways, and I’m very lucky my body’s let me cope with it! I do think there’s huuuuge power in positive mental attitude and your brain’s ability to help deal with pain and healing is properly awesome.  No, it’s not going to cure us, but it helps massively in how you perceive pain, and you certainly need it to get through the bad days and get yourself out of bed, ready to fight another day and get your strength back. I’ve always been the smiler, the giggler, the one to see the good in a situation (though you probably wouldn’t believe it from reading this blog!) so I like to think I’m lucky it comes more naturally to me.

Anyway, I’m keeping this post pretty short and sweet for once, and just wanted to check in to say I’m still here, I’m having some good days, and I’m currently relaxing and soothing my joints in this LOVELY bubble bath cracking up at this book and waiting for Love Island to start at 9pm… what’s there to complain about!? ;-).

Joey

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Sunday night karma?

There’s nothing better than a weekend of little to no plans. It doesn’t always happen, but when it does, it’s sheer BLISS.

Though it’s a real shame my body doesn’t always agree.

I had plans on Friday night with the girls, but it was dinner at mine so none of the usual required late night trekking across London to get home after a day at work (sorry girls, just you!) which is exhausting enough most of the time.

For the remainder of this weekend, I have just tried to relax; so I’ve been doing a bit of life admin, a bit of work from the comfort of my sofa and I even treated myself to a manicure today for the first time in years. Oh yes and a few hours spent catching up on the latest Grey’s Anatomy and a whole week’s worth of Survival of the Fittest (which is totally filling the Love Island hole in my life right now so I’m not even sorry 😉 ).

But unfortunately, it’s now Sunday night and I have been in agony all day, with the oh so recognisable effects of Sciatica setting in.  I get really frustrated that I can no longer spend a few hours on the sofa trying to relax my mind from everything going on because I just get punished with the most painful back ache. I’m now struggling to stand straight and I’m hobbling around like no-ones business.

I’ve not yet found a way to deal with my frustrations that come as a result of this disease, and having my back problems make it 1,000% worse on bad days. So this evening I’m just taking it out on my keyboard writing this and hoping that an evening on the mat with the dumbbells helps ease the stiffness and pray that I get a good nights’ sleep so that I’m back and better for the start of another week.

In other news I’ve got another apt with my Rheumatology nurses tomorrow – I can’t wait to tell them that I’m now off all of my painkillers (which is probably why the pain today is a shock to the system – I must have been getting cocky). But I have been having some side effects from all the biologicals and the chemo so we’ll be discussing those and seeing what we can do to reduce them. But I think I’ll save that for another post!

Have a lovely and peaceful Sunday evening, everyone.

Joey x x x

 

My secret weapon

My Secret Weapon

I’ll give you three clues:

1. It comes from a plant
2. It’s something you drink
3. It has amazing healing powers

It’s Aloe Vera!

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Who knew it could be so amazing? Well, as it turns out, quite a few people!

I recently finished the Clean 9 – a nine-day cleanse based on drinking lots of Aloe vera in order to clear your body of all the nasty toxins, and kick-start healthy eating habits. It’s full of vitamins and minerals and balances your immune system.  It’s the perfect post-christmas detox and I’ve done it a few times with huge success.

I won’t lie, the aloe can be hard to swallow – it doesn’t taste the nicest! But the benefits are just so so worth it. Over the course of days 1 and 2 you’ll have lots of it (around 8 shots a day) morning, lunch, early evening and before you go to bed.  And then from days 3 to 9 it’s just two shots a day, first thing in the morning.  Paired with nine days of clean eating, shakes, regular exercise and cutting out alcohol or caffeine, et voila – you have your cleanse.

Aloe’s known for it’s internal healing, cleansing and nutritional repair – so seeing as I have an Auto-immune disease, what harm could it do! Here’s what I managed to accomplish in nine days:
1 stone weight loss and a total of 26cm (from various body parts of course)
My hair is shiny and really starting to grow (and that’s not the hair extensions!)
My nails always chip and break – apparently that’s down to the Psoaritic Arthitis that’s in my fingers – but my nails have grown so much in the last week. 
I’ve had a few outbreaks on my face over the last week, but that’s just the toxins leaving your body. My skin is now clear and glowing  
I have been waking up with lots more energy in the morning, and I’m also finding I get a lot more tired in the evenings towards bedtime (I think that’s the lack of caffeine interferring with my bodyclock) so I’m sleeping like a baby
Despite these rediculously cold temperatures, I’m actually getting less and less joint pain which is SUCH a good feeling and a release from the constant pain

THE BEST BIT…

I think it was day 7 of the cleanse, and for the first time in over a year and a half – I woke up with ZERO pain!! I couldn’t believe it, I almost cried! That nagging morning stiffness and having to get up half an hour earlier than I needed to, just so I could take my painkillers so that I could leave the house in as little pain as possible – it had vanished!
Don’t get me wrong I still get it now on and off, but I’ve never noticed as much progress as I have these past few days.
As a result, and after being on my meds for over 18 months I’ve:
Halved my codeine dosage (I’ve genuinely forgotten to take it a couple of times!)
Stopped taking Naproxen completely

Just the other day I was clearing out some of my stuff (a typical January new-year-new-organised-you situation!) and I came across a notebook which I’d used to write down all of my medication and what I had to take each day. It was getting to the point where I would lose track of what I had to take and when, let alone keep up with all the doctors, specialists, physio and rehab appointments. I’ve been on all of these meds for over a year now – and it doesn’t even include the Humira injections which I started back in September.

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Luckily, at the moment, I don’t recognise this and I’m glad to just be focussing on taking the Humira and the Methotrexate.

I’m planning on carrying on taking the Aloe Vera each morning and the clean eating lifestlye for as long as possible.

I must say, actually, I wasn’t doing it on my own this time around – I managed to persuade Wayne to do it with me too :-). He did struggle a little bit, but all in all had a great experience and it was fab to do it together. It made evening meals a lot easier too! Wayne also lost around 10lbs and is sleeping better with more energy.

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My mentor throughout the cleanse, Rebecca, has been brilliant. When you sign up to take part, you’re also signing up to join online support groups with thousands of other people reaping the benefits too. It makes a world of difference knowing that you’re not on your own. You can get in touch with her on Facebook for info and support – give her a message here.

I am in love with the aloe so much that I’m now getting involved with Forever Living. So if you’d like more information on the Clean 9 or even just the aloe gel – take a look at my Forever Living site or get in touch with any questions.

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